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| It's easy when it's all laughter jokes and having fun. But when the low time comes, who's around? People do listen but many times, they don't take it to heart. I miss the days when friends used to ask one another 'how are you' out of genuine curiosity rather than an introduction leading up to a self-fulfilling request. When is the last time you truly cared for your friends' day or bothered to ask for her thoughts without interrupting her with your own problems and your own needs? Sometimes I do ask out of pure curiosity and care. I ask, 'how are you?' but the responses I get are bland typical and indifferent. We're living in a age of quick changes and convenience. I do wish we could go back to the times when things were slower an friends actually cared for another - not just during easy times. But was there ever such a time??
I'm thankful for my REAL friends who actually care. much love. | | |
| You feel worn out, physically and mentally. Recently the going has
been tough and it looks as if there is still a considerable way for you
to go before you can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only
you could put a protecting wall around yourself and cut yourself off
from the rest of the world - be it even for only a little while - how
wonderful it would be, but you can't - so you need to bear with it.
Just when everything will seem at its lowest ebb you will find that
there is a turnabout and your problems will seem to find a way of
resolving themselves.
You are trying to improve your position and prestige - be it in your
life or in your workplace. Things are, at this time, OK - but they
could be better. You feel that it is essential that you break down any
opposition that could possibly lurk in the shadows. You know that you
are quite capable of achieving this set goal because you have to and
because it is essential to your self esteem.
You feel unhappy because you feel that you are not able to obtain
the co-operation of those around you. All you would like at this time
would be to achieve harmony within your circle.
Whatever you strive to do, something always seems to be holding you
back. There is no subterfuge in you. You are a clear thinker and all
you demand from life, in a relationship, is a partner whom you can
trust and with whom you can, together, develop a foundation of trust
based on understanding. You are your own person and you demand freedom
of thought to follow your own convictions. You have no interest in
'two-timing' and all you seek is sincerity and 'straight-dealing'.
You need to be needed and would like a situation where you will no
longer be subjected to pressures and demands from those about you.
There is no harm in 'dreaming' but it is you - and only you - that can
be able to realise those dreams and to turn them into reality.
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| our daily movie / drama sesh starting at 2 am every night . . . .
gotta love em :] and all the things we doo.
<3 can'tbeanyhappierthaniamrightnow <3
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| sometimes it takes a real mess-up experience to realize who really cares about you. like that one famous quote reads, "Always do what you want and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter & those who matter don't mind."
but i've definately learned from my mess-up moments!
p.s. titles don't mean shit unless you act on it. | | |
| As Ice Cube once said, you better check yourself before you wreck yourself. So before I go crazy out of my mind, I'm going to let myself rant until I feel better.
Things come and go, people come and go, and moments for sure come and go. Yes, it sucks ass but it's definately true. I know I've probably written about this topic million times before, but it seems that this is the topic for me this year. I'm disconnected from more friends than ever before and I've spent more times in solitude than ever before. I'm not lonely though - I'm pretty happy and grateful, yet so dissatisfied. You can call me stubborn for always wanting to feel satisfied, but I can't help but to see that there's so much potential with just about everything, yet nothings being done about them. I'm in denial of my own struggles.. I'm actually struggling a lot. I know this not because I'm depressed crying every night or because I feel guilty for feeling ths way, but rather because I feel okay knowingall my faults and problems. I've confirmed to the norm, the typical, the world. I need actions or rather-reaction. I've grown apathetic to all things that nothing bothers me, angers me, or pleases me anymore. All things just come to me as dull typical-life-doings and not much more than that. I need time off from growing I feel. My maturity level isn't up to what life's been teaching me, or rather shoving down my throat. I guess what I'm basically saying is that I want a taste of satisfaction.. something greater. I never come to a full conclusion with any of my posts nor do I feel any less confused than I did before writing out my jumbled thoughts. I know that this is just the start... I need more thinking to do.. so much more.. until I can become happy again. | | |
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